Happiness is a Luxury

I feel so empty.

I know everyday I am losing friends rather earning new ones. I can blame them for abandoning me. I have not been the good friend.

Sigh. So I will be having my weekends to myself.

I must devise a very cunning plan so that I will never be bored on weekends again. Being bored and alone is not a good combination for me. I am my worst nightmare. I can't stand being with myself alone in a room let alone in a house.

I am having a withdrawal syndrome. I was addicted to complicated relationships that right now that I have none I am going through a phase when I am going bonkers by myself!

Yes I know all of this is just drama drama drama.

Hanging out by yourself you must learn how to entertain oneself.

I'm such a loser. Somebody shoot me!