Happiness is a Luxury

The past week was definitely a dragging week. I got sick and I was absent for two days.

Yesterday I was in the emo mood again. It was a very crappy day. I was swamped with tasks and i got a fight with a friend. After I cried out everything that bothered me that day I felt better. I drew something in order to take my mind away from things. It worked. I finally felt asleep afterwards.

Today I had my pilates and I was feeling fine. The sad thoughts of yesterday seems very very far away.

Right now...I'm angry but I know I shouldn't be.

Maybe it's better this way to be alone. Fight my being the "emo queen".

It's better to be sad rather than be angry...I do unthinkable stuff when I'm angry.