Happiness is a Luxury

Last Friday night I went to my office mate's grand father's wake. I really don't know what to do at funerals. I have not attended a funeral of someone so close to me. I missed all the important funerals in my family because I was away. Ares' (my officemate) grandfather died at 91. Funerals and wakes are sad. It made me think of death, funerals and losing someone. The ambiance at the wake was not so sad. I guess people were already prepared to say good bye. I was with my fellow officemates. I really wanted to pay respects to old man but I don't know I was laughing my head off due to my officemates antics. When I think about it right now I am guilty because it was rude. I mean some one died and what did we do? We hang out like there was no freaking dead body in a coffin. I did not even looked at Ares' dead grand Dad. I have not really saw a dead body in my whole life. So I think I am not ready to break my record.

After staying at the wake till 12 my officemates decided to go somewhere else. Everyone was not ready to go home. We had just received out salaries. There was a talk about guys playing Dota. It seemed unfair for the people who don't play so we ended up going to Kanto Bar at MTS. Not everyone went. Jive went home. Alain stayed at the wake. The rest separated into two groups. The first group consists of me, Nina, Ma'am Thea, Uly, Jay, Tino and Sir Doodz. Ozzie went with Ma'am Lelit on her motorcycle.

When we got to MTS. The group was again separated in two again. The people who went to Blue grey for coffee and people who went to Kanto Bar. We had red horse. I was not really planning in drinking but I was sad because Alain stayed. I really wanted to talk to him. So I said to myself I shouldn't be so uptight. So that's how the night started to get interesting. The people who got coffee came back. Ma'am Lelit was the main speaker of the night. We talked about everything. The Office, the weird people in it, and ups and downs of relationships. Ma'am Lelit is a very outspoken person that she said what was in her mind. I really admire for it. She really stood in her beliefs. I could really relate to what she was saying. Especially the part about younger guys. I don't know how much alcohol i have ingested that night. They said the group finished 18 bottles. I know I was already drunk. I was laughing out loud. I was dizzy. At least I didn't say anything too revealing since sir Doodz, and Ma'am Lelit was around. I am not ready to let them know how insane I really am.

After staying at the Kanto bar we went to Bankerohan to eat breakfast. I didn't eat anything since I was not in the mood. After eating there we went our separate ways. Tino was very kind enough to accompany me home.

I really did have fun. I was with my peers and I was not afraid to have fun. I was not the KJ person of the group. I went home at 4:30 in the morning.

(I'm such a late bloomer!)