Happiness is a Luxury

its already 2 am.

I am still in front of the computer. I am still writing in this blog. Maybe thats how I really miss blogging that right now I don't know how to stop. Hahaha

When I started blogging I really wanted people reading my blog. Right now that many people reads my blog I lost my will to blog. I had to have a new blog where only a few knows. A friend asked me why I blog, why not keep a diary instead.

I blog due to many reasons. Whatever I write I like people reading it. My life is really an open book to strangers. I want people I don't know reading my blog but i don't want people connected to me reading it. I don't want people whom I know misinterpreting what I write. There is a certain thrill in blogging. It's a secret back door to my life. It's my public secret.

I do try to not mention names in blog. When I do mention names it is usual blog entries about mundane things in my life.

Yawn....

My bed is already calling out to me. My dreams are now trying to posses me.