Happiness is a Luxury

I don't know if I am sad because I am leaving Davao or I am just PMSing or the sad events of the weekend.

Two consecutive weekend was wasted because of the planned "scuba". I wanted to do try it for a once-in-a-lifetime experience but plans just never go my way.

Saturday I was just bumming out at home and getting depressed looking at friendster and multiply. Everyone seems to be having some summer time fun while on the other hand is wallowing at home! I saw Uly then I went to attend mass since I was supposed to be out on Sunday. Then we had a family meeting.

I was not actually a meeting. It was more of announcement since my parents have already decided. It was the official talk of going to Australia in a year. I know my parents just wants the best for me and my sister but....I feel wretched thinking about it. I still got a year though to figure things out and plan my escape hehehehe

Sunday morning I walk up early to get read. (with the talk of Australia in my mind) I was really disappointed when I learned the scuba thing did not push through. I have been dreaming about it for a couple of nights. Louie is sick and many can't go so it was finally canceled. Since I was up I called Uly to meet me at Mcdo to have breakfast there. I felt I needed to eat my favorite hotcakes. Unfortunately Uly was late and he had a family meeting also.

When I was at Mcdo I saw a bunch of foreign guys. Than made me think again of Australia. Every though I am trying to avoid that subject it keeps on haunting me...I even saw a stuffed Kangaroo later that day.

When I finally saw Uly I coudn't swallow back my tears any longer. I really didn't cry when we were at mcdo. We got to Uly's place I just cried my worries out. We didn't go out. We just stayed there. We didn't even went out for lunch. I went home around 4 pm since Uly had to go home to Nabunturan.

When I got home my sister invited to go to sm to have her fisheye pictures developed and to watch Sex and the City. We got to SM around 7 so we decided have the pictures developed and to watch the last full show.

The movie took my mind off things and somehow made my day better well til my father scolded my and sister for watching the last full show. He said it was dangerous because only a few people watch at time. Funny to think the people I saw watching the movie were females and shemales...hehehe

I got three weeks to go and I hope I will have better days.