Happiness is a Luxury

Yes I am really in Cebu...after my almost everyday count down the past week. The week was busy with work. I am finally busy with work unlike last time I was busy with blogging. hehehe

The first few days were fine but thursday came and the homesickeness was really getting to me. I was super bored since there was no computer, no tv (I am not really a tv person), no radio and no one to talk to at the place where I stay. I live at my auntie cousin's monter-in-laws house. She has a big old house and she lives with two helper and one boarder. The place is ok. I can't go out late or go home late since people go to bed early and the gates are always locked. Anyways back to my story...Thursday night I was super blue and so texted anyone I could think of. I even text an ex because I was very curious about his new gf.

Its funny what people say during breack up...he broke up with me because he says he has no time blah blah blah...and he says that after me he will not have any relationship becuase he will focuse in his career. ok, ok, ok.... (anyways I am really glad he dumped me because if he hadn't they he would still be my bf and....I wouldn't meet Uly....you know the story na). Even though he was kinda a jerk pero I forgave him and treats him as friend. i know exes can't be friends pero ako kasi I don't keep grudges and what is past is past. So when I learned that he has a new gf. I was excited for him. I mean finaly hopefuly this girl is the one. My relationship with him didn't work out doesn't mean he will be a bachelor forever di ba? I was happy kasi nagdalaga...I mean nagbinata na siya! hehehe

Unfortunately I really didn't get to know his love story because inaway ako ng "asawa" niya. I was shocked nagkagf siya tapos may asawa na daw siya. I texted him, nangungumusta lang. Then a reply said the bakit ko daw text asawa niya. So I texted his friends and asked if its true nagasawa na siya. May new gf daw.

I am not new to this situation. How many times inaaway ako ng gf ng ex ko or gf ng close guy friends ko. Most of the time I just laught it off. Bit this time i was really ticked. I guess I was just PMSing. Hello, wala in all means akong planong nakawin asawa mo...I really wanted to tell that girl whoever she is. I was happy sana for my ex pero ngayon...I was to shake his hand and say good luck na lang. hehehe All my the crappy he did came back to me. The more that I WILL NEVER EVER...hopefully he will treat this girl right this time. Maski super insecure tong babae to I still pity her if ever he treats her not right. Babae din ako (well most of the time) so I don't want to see fellow babae treated bad di ba (maski inaway niya ako for no such reason). hahay....basta masasabi ko na lang magsama sila dalawa. I think they deserve each other i hope nagasawa na nga sila For real.

Anyways back to my happy happy self...I enjoy my first week at work. I got super a lot of things to learn and I am challenged well maski super starters pa lang at di pa fully loaded with projects. Iba na naman atmosphere. Sa old office ko it was mostly guys and they all talked about computers most of the time here kabaliktaran. I guess I feel finally at home. Made me say to myself this is what I really want to do. I wake up and I do want to come to office kasi may tatapusin ako and I want to do it well. Unlike noon. I felt like I was paid to surf the net. Dito walang stupid rules. Walang blocked sites (well bawal pa rin pumunta sa porn), walang restrictions sa computer, you can eat (and we constantly eat as in), tapos we watch series at luch time. Even though may freedom kami sa net pero wala na kasi kaming time magfrolick with non work related stuff kasi busy nga.

Tapos I love na may creative meetings kami. Talk about cool and uncool adds. Tapos you could feel that the discussion is open to everyone. Sir Zen is cool kasi. A boss that you can really look up to (unlike noon past time namin ridicule the hypocrite christian pamamaraan ng admin). Buti na lang at I enjoy the work dito kasi kung hindi Uuwi talaga ako.

I got one new city to explore, I got new officemates to get to know and I got a new work that I must master...what more could I wish for (well meron sana nandito si Uly).

:)