Happiness is a Luxury

I had a very interesting Sunday.

its my third month in my current relationship. K is in town. I wanted to see him but with his busy schedule I don't expect anything. He texted that we will see each other at 8 pm. Four hours and thirty minutes later he was waiting outside my house. It was already 12:30 am and technically the so called monthsary is over. He was late because there was no water...no one wants to go their date smelling like chicos... It was late so I just snuck out of the house. This was a very very stupid move!!!

K and me had a burger at whistelstop and i told him about how fucked up my ancestors are. We went back. Be parked near the house and talked. I asked him what is his realizations after three months.

Guess what he is not yet ready for a relationship. Well its not really a surprise for me. He had spent his 27 years alone. I guess I'm outside his comfort zone. He says right now he needs all the time in the world for his career since he is still building his.

If I were a normal girl this would definitely suck. I mean someone preferring you over work. But I am not really bothered.

This is funny...If i were my normal self I would have dumped K already. I mean I want a guy or girl to fight for me, to choose me...you know the typical romantic knight in shinning armor.

I guess I got challenged with K.R

Right now I'm in a phase of my life when I want to take things slow. In the past my relationships were like race tracks. I was in a rush to get to the next level.

this is my last text to K:
Dont worry about me. Nasanay na ako na busy ka talaga. Alam mo kung you really need alone time just tell me. I'll understand naman. Mas ok na honest ka and tell me everything kaysa make up excuses. I know your building a career and yout future. I'm here for you. Sa tingin ko kasi your worth the wait naman. I know you cant change overnight. Hopefully may good effect ako sa yo. Happy third monthsary. Lets just take this one step at a time ok?

On another note. I was caught by my parents. They found out that I was still out and it was already 1 aM! while K was telling me his realizations my mind was thinking about what would happen to me when i get inside the house.

There is no way to come clean so I made a letter and confessed. I gave them a brief bio about K. I told them not to worry since I have no plans in marrying K. I wanted also to add that they should not worry even though I snuck out at 1 am because I have my period and obviously I did not do the nasty elsewhere.

The funny thing is when I wok up this morning my parents did not say anything and my allowance was even raised.

Just as I had said to K. Honesty is a good thing!