Happiness is a Luxury

I had a very interesting Sunday.

its my third month in my current relationship. K is in town. I wanted to see him but with his busy schedule I don't expect anything. He texted that we will see each other at 8 pm. Four hours and thirty minutes later he was waiting outside my house. It was already 12:30 am and technically the so called monthsary is over. He was late because there was no water...no one wants to go their date smelling like chicos... It was late so I just snuck out of the house. This was a very very stupid move!!!

K and me had a burger at whistelstop and i told him about how fucked up my ancestors are. We went back. Be parked near the house and talked. I asked him what is his realizations after three months.

Guess what he is not yet ready for a relationship. Well its not really a surprise for me. He had spent his 27 years alone. I guess I'm outside his comfort zone. He says right now he needs all the time in the world for his career since he is still building his.

If I were a normal girl this would definitely suck. I mean someone preferring you over work. But I am not really bothered.

This is funny...If i were my normal self I would have dumped K already. I mean I want a guy or girl to fight for me, to choose me...you know the typical romantic knight in shinning armor.

I guess I got challenged with K.R

Right now I'm in a phase of my life when I want to take things slow. In the past my relationships were like race tracks. I was in a rush to get to the next level.

this is my last text to K:
Dont worry about me. Nasanay na ako na busy ka talaga. Alam mo kung you really need alone time just tell me. I'll understand naman. Mas ok na honest ka and tell me everything kaysa make up excuses. I know your building a career and yout future. I'm here for you. Sa tingin ko kasi your worth the wait naman. I know you cant change overnight. Hopefully may good effect ako sa yo. Happy third monthsary. Lets just take this one step at a time ok?

On another note. I was caught by my parents. They found out that I was still out and it was already 1 aM! while K was telling me his realizations my mind was thinking about what would happen to me when i get inside the house.

There is no way to come clean so I made a letter and confessed. I gave them a brief bio about K. I told them not to worry since I have no plans in marrying K. I wanted also to add that they should not worry even though I snuck out at 1 am because I have my period and obviously I did not do the nasty elsewhere.

The funny thing is when I wok up this morning my parents did not say anything and my allowance was even raised.

Just as I had said to K. Honesty is a good thing!

D. Love:

Introhan sa nako ha drama man tihay ni
Mga kaigsuunan naa kitay usa ka sulat na boot
magpatan to
aton cya itago sa pangalang mel
karon atong basahon iya sulat
(music)
handumanan sa usa ka awit

Mel sent file "kenthemail.txt"

D. Love:

og karon ato na pagasugdan ang sulat ni iday
Mel
(music)
oo mga kaigsu unan ako ng nabasa ang sulat mag
tatampo

Mel: basa na nimu?

D. Love:
oo
karon subli natong pagahisgutan ngano naing
ani ang relasyon sa duha ka banay
Inday Mel, sa nakita nako sa duha kaninyo...
ang kualng lang is pag sabot sa usat usa
by the way lami jud ba tong chocolate?
balik ta..
isa jud sa problema sa mga babae is
mabuutbuuton
abi ninyo once muingon ang lalaki or nag
pakita ang lalaki na dili cya ganahan.. like for exmple text

Mel: mabuutbuuton?

D. Love:
it doest mean na he doesnt like it..
yes mabuut buuton
girls always lock thier self kay nag tuo cla
na pag ang lalaki muingon na dili dili jud na
well nag kakamali kayo dyan

Mel: Mao ba

D. Love: 
yes mel

Mel: 
ana man gud siya last time na asar
daw siya sa akoa
akong gi text
i was just joking
di ko naman nagmotor diay siya adtong
panahona

D. Love:
guys always shows there luv in harse way na
girl misinterpret it...
u know wat ganito lang yan.. nasuko tahay ko
karonn cge sample ni ha
"Unsa man ka mel wla ko halos tulog, wlay
klaro akong sked kay bisan kanus a ko pwede pa trabhuon.. kablo ka kapoy
kaayo ako lawas"
mao tahay na ang nigawas sa iyang bibig
sa iyang dibdib inga ani ni

Mel: Na unsa?

D. Love: sample na
"unsa man ka mel kablo ka nga kapoi ko.. naa
tana ka dri ba para na maglambing sa ako. maghilot sa ako.. manawag
tana ka. text pud oi"
mao na gusto niya ipaabot sa imo..

Mel: Ah...(nod)

D. Love:
wat im telling you is dat mu ingon tahay ko
sa imo

Mel: 
pero ano daw ibig sabihin na he
wants me pero di naman niya ako priority

D. Love: yesss dats it
ang harse.. ehem sakto ba ni spellin sa harse
basta
mao na ang giingon ko na harse kaayo ang mga
lalaki.
it is not wat he means ganito yan i want you
to always be ther for me

Mel: maski busy kaayo siya
hello i have needs to!

D. Love: tahts complicate everything
u know wat naa jud mga tao na bisan og luv
nila ang isat isa
gusto na lng ipa iral nila na friend or d
nata
kay ngano
It's not Luv
nga hard i sustain eh
Its the commitment taht complicates
everything

Mel: wow very deep ah

D. Love: (CLAP)
nag lisod ko english ato da
heheheh

bitaw mel... D man lisod ang sitwasyon ninyo
it just kinahnglan lang na na mag sabot lang
Sus oi ngano naa pa man jud na
heheheh
ako 20 years nako dala dala ani.. mabasa ra
ni og maligo... hehehh

Mel: hahahahaha

D. Love:
bitaw try lang jud explore sa mga
consequences sa u action sa inyo duha ni kenth

Mel:I let him be

D. Love: ayaw lang kahadlok og mailang nga dapt mutxt
ka or watever na ndapat ninyo buahton.... its just a matter of
commitment
Lisod ang naa commitment no?

Mel: of course
lalu na paghalf bake ang isa ka tao

D. Love: ayon

Mel: he is married to his job

D. Love: hehehehehe

Mel: can't compete with that
mao gani pabayaan ko na siya

D. Love: 
no once ina ana u mindset tapos cya paugat
pud bisan luv ka nya... U will end up losing each other... i know in the
end hahanap hanapin ka ron nya heheheh
ikaw pa
Man cant liv without girlzz that a fact

Mel: mao gani im not giving up on him
i just let him be sa work niya
kay bz man gyud ang tao

D. Love: gud to hear taht

Mel: kung dili bita manungbaling ana
mingawon bitaw na siya
hahahaha

D. Love: mao mao

Mel: 
kung magduol duol na pud siya bantay
lang! hehehe joke

D. Love: 
dats wat makes life so wonderful. d lang naa
appreciate ng karamihan

Mel: 
its ok ra man sa ako wala siya. I
understand na naninibago pa siya having a relationship with another
person

D. Love: Conclusion ko jan..
It is not Luv thats hard to sustain... its
the commitment that complates everything