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Ymesako is a creative, dedicated and versatile multimedia artist armed with the basic building blocks of design through manual drawing and sketching and a good grasp with latest digital creative tools. I am competent individual who is willing to learn more concepts and ideas in order to hone my skills and my craft to be distinctively unique.
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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

In Love? Is there such a thing for me?

Posted by miles0282 at 8:13 PM

Love (lv)

n.
1. A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
2. A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.
3.
a. Sexual passion.
b. Sexual intercourse.
c. A love affair.
4. An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object.
5. A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment.
6. An expression of one's affection: Send him my love.
7.
a. A strong predilection or enthusiasm: a love of language.
b. The object of such an enthusiasm: The outdoors is her greatest love.
8. Love Mythology Eros or Cupid.
9. often Love Christianity Charity.
10. Sports A zero score in tennis.
v. loved, lov·ing, loves
v.tr.
1. To have a deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward (a person): We love our parents. I love my friends.
2. To have a feeling of intense desire and attraction toward (a person).
3. To have an intense emotional attachment to: loves his house.
4.
a. To embrace or caress.
b. To have sexual intercourse with.
5. To like or desire enthusiastically: loves swimming.
6. Theology To have charity for.
7. To thrive on; need: The cactus loves hot, dry air.
v.intr.
To experience deep affection or intense desire for another.
Idioms:
for love
Out of compassion; with no thought for a reward: She volunteers at the hospital for love.
for love or money
Under any circumstances. Usually used in negative sentences: I would not do that for love or money.
for the love of
For the sake of; in consideration for: did it all for the love of praise.
in love
1. Deeply or passionately enamored: a young couple in love.
2. Highly or immoderately fond: in love with Japanese painting; in love with the sound of her own voice.
no love lost
No affection; animosity: There's no love lost between them.

I have been asking myself this question lately. "Have I ever been in love?"

I have a friend of mine, he is single for quite sometime and I think it's his first time to have a girl friend. I asked him if ever he fell in love before. He said a couple of times. How can you say that you are in love with that person? He said that often thought about that specific person and it made him smile when he sees her. This made me think. This guy didn't had relationship before and still he could say that he did fell in love. I on the other hand never came to a moment in my life that I said that I am in love.

I am secretly a romantic but somehow I have always masked this.

Maybe I did fell in love but stopped myself from doing so. I always thought that being madly in love is stupid. I do want to imagine myself acting stupid and doing stupid things because of love. Apparently I did many stupid things and many mistakes and I was not that I was in love. I am just plainly stupid.

I realized that I am too guarded of my feelings that I have stopped myself from enjoying something wonderful (though people tend to me silly at this time but this is part of the beauty of it). The real reason why I don't fall because I am afraid of getting hurt. I don't want to be disappointed and rejected.

I do want to be in love but I can't unlearn what I am over night. Hopefully I will take baby steps and take my chances. I have been hurt before but for other reasons. My love is developed and a very slow process.

I just hope that one day I truly make someone happy and not be the cause of someone else's pain.

Join the Resistance: Fall In Love

 

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