Happiness is a Luxury

I used to blog fearlessly but due to the current events of my life I have been so cautious with my blog posts. I kept too many secrets, too many hidden truths that I can no longer say what I want and write what I feel. I have stunted my own growth. My life used to be about self expression but with all my worries I have become my own worst nightmare. I became this person who thought too much what other people would say.

I missed my blogging days and i could never stop my blogging addiction. So I decided to make a new blog. A blog only reserve for my thoughts, my feelings and my endless rantings. This blog is not meant to read by everybody because it contains to much information about myself and people around me. I am no longer afraid to say things. I am tired of living too many half truths and dark secrets.

I will no longer be afraid.

I know will have different reactions to what they will read
....some will be appalled
....some will be thrilled
....some will hate me
....then some will learn to love me

despite my imperfections and my fickle unstable ways.

I am the summation of my past.
I am what I am...

and I will never apologize for what I am.