Happiness is a Luxury

I made a blog entry last night with my Pocket PC and blue toothed the word document to Brian's computer today. I was happy since it worked and I don't have to install the pocket PC to my computer. Unfortunately I discovered that I had only saved half of what I wrote last night. This is the half of my entry

"I miss blogging. If I had a PC right now I would have frantically pounded the keyboard keys in order to transcribe the events of the. Instead I am manually writing this in my pocket PC and maybe find a way to transfer this to the PC tomorrow. Oh well beggars can't be choosers.

I got a lot of topics to blog about so I will try to remember all of them.

First things first I want to write about the sudden departure of a close friend. I have known this guy since we were in high school. We call each other siblings in blood lust since we both share the interest in literary vampires. We wrote to each other our travails and torments. Every now and then I loose contact with him but somehow we find ways to reconnect. For me he is my best friend since he knows all of my secret dark ways. I could always tell him anything and I know he won't pass any judgment.

When I went here in Cebu to train I wasn't that worried that I would be lonely since my best friend in here. He had actually made a living here and so far he is doing well. When I got here we couldn't meet up because of conflicting schedules. He work at a call center. After 2 weeks finally l got to visit him at his place. I was very happy for him because he already acquired a lot of stuff of his own. He told me how he loves his place since he can finally do what he wants.

We a lot of catching up to do. We talked about old friends, failed relationships and Whatever our minds stumbled upon. It was late and we really had to go to sleep. It was a workday the next day.

I couldn't sleep right away because the was new to me. Then things got kinda weird. My best friend tried to kiss me. I pushed him away and laughed. I found the situation very ridiculous. "

My entry was quite long and somehow I can't seem to find the right words to finish this entry. Somehow its in the vast abyss. Since its super the entry is super bitin I'll try to summarize what happened after.

After a few days of the incident my friend PM me that he was going away. He quit his job, and broke up with his girl friend. He did not explained the reasons. (crap I liked what I wrote last night I'm too distracted with work right now that my words comes out as super bland.)

sigh...I can't seem to find words to finish this entry....